In my last post, I wrote about
praying for daily bread in the midst of this COVID-19 pandemic. You would think that such a crisis would drive
me to pray more. Yet, I’ve been
wondering if I really have become more prayerful? I’m starting to wonder if:
- I’m using words but I don’t really have an awareness of what
I am saying;
- I’m saying the same things over and over again;
- I’m using way too many words.
As I was reading through the Psalms, a
verse did catch my attention and it even seemed to provide some clarity for me:
“My voice shalt thou hear in the
morning, O Lord; in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee, and will look up.” (Ps 5:3)
No, I didn’t read into it that my
words need to fly off my lips just in the morning! Nor did I assume that I should adopt a new posture
of prayer that includes looking up to the heavens!
What did catch my attention is the
word direct. The verse points to a direction
(focusing my attention on God). But it
also seems to suggest, for me at least, that I might need to be more direct in
my words, that is, I probably should be more concise and to the point.
What also caught my attention is that
it appears that the Psalmist looked up after he directed His prayers to the
Lord. This looking up, from what I
understand, has the connotation of waiting in anticipation. I’m speculating here but I think once his
prayers were over, the Psalmist simply stopped talking and looked up
expectantly.
Solomon wrote something interesting
in Ecclesiastes that seems to support some of those thoughts: “Guard your steps when you go to the house of
God. Go near to listen rather than to offer the sacrifice of fools, who do not
know that they do wrong. Do not be quick with your mouth, do not be hasty in
your heart to utter anything before God.
God is in heaven and you are on earth, so let your words be few.” (Ecc 5:1-2)
As an application to all this, perhaps I should share my
heart with God without bombarding Him with lots of words. Maybe I should also know when to quit talking
and look up. And then, as I wait
expectantly, my ears should be attentive to what the Lord will say and my eyes should
be looking for what He will do.
So in today’s vernacular, it
probably looks like: “speak up, shut up
and look up”!
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